Saturday, December 10, 2011
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
My name is Yon Yonsson...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XP5fmeax-3U
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJIGo1tL9yA&feature=related
I´m in love! With both of them!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJIGo1tL9yA&feature=related
I´m in love! With both of them!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
HULLEMAKS ALLES LÄHEB :(
Uranus sextile Mercury: Just a little pin prick
Beginning of May 2011 until mid January 2013:
This influence stimulates your thinking and your communication with others, giving your life an excitement and interest that it may normally lack. You also feel that you cannot stand boredom, so you aid the natural energy of this influence in every way possible. During this time you may seek out new contacts and friendships that reflect your desire for new experiences.
This same restlessness of spirit may also make you want to travel, at least to see more of the countryside around you, if not for long distances. You desire to know your immediate environment as completely as possible and let nothing escape you. If there is anything happening, you want to know about it.
Your natural curiosity is stimulated now, which makes this an extremely good time for beginning to study a new subject. However, you will not be particularly disciplined, so your interest must be very strong in order to keep your motivation up. If the subject becomes dull, you are likely to drop it. The study of science, mathematics, technological studies - especially electronics and computer work - as well as astrology or other occult techniques is favored by this influence.
One strong point of this influence is that it helps you make constructive changes in your thinking. You are not rigid at this time, and because you are so receptive to new ideas it is easier for you to change your mind. Even when you discover that you have been wrong about something, you are not very upset. You are only too happy to find it out and add this to your understanding.
This influence may put you into a rather prankish frame of mind, especially when you are with someone who seems pompous and overbearing. You will want to prick that person's balloon and bring him down to earth. Also, because you are so open to new ideas and experience, you feel that everyone else should be too. You may have difficulty in leaving people alone, but do try to. They have a right to their own narrowness, just as you have a right to your beliefs.
Uranus conjunction IC: New insights
End of May 2011 until end of January 2013:
At this time there will be many changes within yourself, which will be reflected in your immediate personal environment - your home - and in your most intimate personal relationships within the home, as with parents or partner. This influence can signify disruptive events in this area of your life and energies that require you to drop everything else to deal with.
On the most mundane level this influence can signify a sudden event in your home or real estate - damage to the buildings, a sudden need for repairs or the like. But this is only an outward sign of the need for change within. Something that has been hidden away for years and years struggles to break free. But if you suppress it, the energy transfers to your environment and causes disruptions. You may have to deal with aspects of yourself you never even knew existed in order to come to a new understanding of yourself. People may not be very aware of this happening, but you will be, and so will those closest to you. You may find it necessary to make tremendous changes in your home and in those relationships that most affect your home to reflect this new encounter with yourself.
Since this influence is also associated with profession and social status, you may expect changes in these areas, too. You may encounter opposition from others in your profession, people who do not want you to get ahead or achieve your purposes. Try to find out what the problem is and come to terms with these people. If you ride roughshod over them, they will try to hurt you as much as possible. This is also true in any aspect of your social life, if your actions seem to threaten someone else. There is a danger of a sudden fall in social position with this influence, usually because you have acted without considering others. They then feel that there is no recourse but to bring you down.
Take this time to discover new truths about yourself, deal with them as honestly as possible and make these insights part of a new way of being. Then you will not have to contend with the worst effects of this influence.
Beginning of May 2011 until mid January 2013:
This influence stimulates your thinking and your communication with others, giving your life an excitement and interest that it may normally lack. You also feel that you cannot stand boredom, so you aid the natural energy of this influence in every way possible. During this time you may seek out new contacts and friendships that reflect your desire for new experiences.
This same restlessness of spirit may also make you want to travel, at least to see more of the countryside around you, if not for long distances. You desire to know your immediate environment as completely as possible and let nothing escape you. If there is anything happening, you want to know about it.
Your natural curiosity is stimulated now, which makes this an extremely good time for beginning to study a new subject. However, you will not be particularly disciplined, so your interest must be very strong in order to keep your motivation up. If the subject becomes dull, you are likely to drop it. The study of science, mathematics, technological studies - especially electronics and computer work - as well as astrology or other occult techniques is favored by this influence.
One strong point of this influence is that it helps you make constructive changes in your thinking. You are not rigid at this time, and because you are so receptive to new ideas it is easier for you to change your mind. Even when you discover that you have been wrong about something, you are not very upset. You are only too happy to find it out and add this to your understanding.
This influence may put you into a rather prankish frame of mind, especially when you are with someone who seems pompous and overbearing. You will want to prick that person's balloon and bring him down to earth. Also, because you are so open to new ideas and experience, you feel that everyone else should be too. You may have difficulty in leaving people alone, but do try to. They have a right to their own narrowness, just as you have a right to your beliefs.
Uranus conjunction IC: New insights
End of May 2011 until end of January 2013:
At this time there will be many changes within yourself, which will be reflected in your immediate personal environment - your home - and in your most intimate personal relationships within the home, as with parents or partner. This influence can signify disruptive events in this area of your life and energies that require you to drop everything else to deal with.
On the most mundane level this influence can signify a sudden event in your home or real estate - damage to the buildings, a sudden need for repairs or the like. But this is only an outward sign of the need for change within. Something that has been hidden away for years and years struggles to break free. But if you suppress it, the energy transfers to your environment and causes disruptions. You may have to deal with aspects of yourself you never even knew existed in order to come to a new understanding of yourself. People may not be very aware of this happening, but you will be, and so will those closest to you. You may find it necessary to make tremendous changes in your home and in those relationships that most affect your home to reflect this new encounter with yourself.
Since this influence is also associated with profession and social status, you may expect changes in these areas, too. You may encounter opposition from others in your profession, people who do not want you to get ahead or achieve your purposes. Try to find out what the problem is and come to terms with these people. If you ride roughshod over them, they will try to hurt you as much as possible. This is also true in any aspect of your social life, if your actions seem to threaten someone else. There is a danger of a sudden fall in social position with this influence, usually because you have acted without considering others. They then feel that there is no recourse but to bring you down.
Take this time to discover new truths about yourself, deal with them as honestly as possible and make these insights part of a new way of being. Then you will not have to contend with the worst effects of this influence.
Friday, February 25, 2011
DECISIONS / WITH THE FLOW
Two posts I found in my mail this morning, both just like exact answers to my desperate questions last night. If only I could have faith...
Decisions
My decisions are grounded in Spirit.
I may feel pressure to make a fast and hurried decision. Or I may be asked to make a decision that I'm not ready to make. Even though there may be people waiting for me, I allow myself the time I need. Instead of leaping to a quick decision, I may even decide not to decide.
Instead of forcing myself to make a choice, I create a space of no decision. I give myself time to gain clarity, to see what I might not have seen before. In this space, I have time to fully align with Spirit, time to realize guidance and direction.
With patience and confidence, I commit to feeling grounded and secure in every decision I make.
Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who wait for the Lord.--Psalm 31:24
With the flow
Don't force the experience of your life to be a certain way. Allow it to naturally unfold in accordance with your authentic intentions.
When you try too hard, all you get is trying, and the frustration that comes with it. Let life's goodness come to you, and you'll understand that there's never any need to grab it.
Pushing against the flow will mainly bring you pain. Instead, go along with the flow of life's energy, and you can experience whatever you truly desire.
Marvel at the beauty and possibility in each moment that comes, as it comes. Then peacefully let it go, and allow the new beauty of the next moment to fill your awareness.
You will experience all that you sincerely choose to experience by knowing and seeing that it is already available to you. Whatever you envision will come flowing through your thoughts, words, feelings and actions as you allow it to come.
Feel the immense power of your own existence. And allow your highest vision to peacefully come to life.
Decisions
My decisions are grounded in Spirit.
I may feel pressure to make a fast and hurried decision. Or I may be asked to make a decision that I'm not ready to make. Even though there may be people waiting for me, I allow myself the time I need. Instead of leaping to a quick decision, I may even decide not to decide.
Instead of forcing myself to make a choice, I create a space of no decision. I give myself time to gain clarity, to see what I might not have seen before. In this space, I have time to fully align with Spirit, time to realize guidance and direction.
With patience and confidence, I commit to feeling grounded and secure in every decision I make.
Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who wait for the Lord.--Psalm 31:24
With the flow
Don't force the experience of your life to be a certain way. Allow it to naturally unfold in accordance with your authentic intentions.
When you try too hard, all you get is trying, and the frustration that comes with it. Let life's goodness come to you, and you'll understand that there's never any need to grab it.
Pushing against the flow will mainly bring you pain. Instead, go along with the flow of life's energy, and you can experience whatever you truly desire.
Marvel at the beauty and possibility in each moment that comes, as it comes. Then peacefully let it go, and allow the new beauty of the next moment to fill your awareness.
You will experience all that you sincerely choose to experience by knowing and seeing that it is already available to you. Whatever you envision will come flowing through your thoughts, words, feelings and actions as you allow it to come.
Feel the immense power of your own existence. And allow your highest vision to peacefully come to life.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
MY BRAND NEW LIFE BEGINS
Ego losses ***
Valid during many months: At this time in your life your relationships with others are likely to become confused and difficult. You may encounter persons who try to dissuade you from a course of action that you have been committed to for years, with the result that you become confused about the direction of your life. The other person's intentions in this may be either good or bad.
This is not a good time to become involved in any kind of contractual or business negotiations. Even if the people whom you are dealing with are completely honest - and with this influence they may very well be dishonest - you will find it difficult to think clearly about your own goals and objectives in the negotiations. As a result you will not get what you want from the procedure.
On the metaphysical plane there is a lesson to be learned from this influence. The less involved your ego is in a situation, the more freedom you will have to do what you want. By bringing about a loss, this influence often shows us that our attachment to material objects or to certain personal relationships has prevented us from being free. So it is not usually the influence itself that causes losses or confusion, but your ego's relentless drive to maintain the game it is playing. And this may be happening at your expense, when viewed from a higher perspective. When your ego takes over in this way, you set your priorities incorrectly, and you are not likely to be successful.
The strategy with this influence is to flow through it without any particular set plan of action nor any special objective. Simply treat this time as a learning experience. If a relationship doesn't work out, ask yourself why you got into it in the first place. If you attract dishonest people or if your dishonesty has brought you trouble, ask yourself what purpose this served in your life. Often you will discover that you were trying to protect something that really wasn't worth protecting.
Valid during many months: At this time in your life your relationships with others are likely to become confused and difficult. You may encounter persons who try to dissuade you from a course of action that you have been committed to for years, with the result that you become confused about the direction of your life. The other person's intentions in this may be either good or bad.
This is not a good time to become involved in any kind of contractual or business negotiations. Even if the people whom you are dealing with are completely honest - and with this influence they may very well be dishonest - you will find it difficult to think clearly about your own goals and objectives in the negotiations. As a result you will not get what you want from the procedure.
On the metaphysical plane there is a lesson to be learned from this influence. The less involved your ego is in a situation, the more freedom you will have to do what you want. By bringing about a loss, this influence often shows us that our attachment to material objects or to certain personal relationships has prevented us from being free. So it is not usually the influence itself that causes losses or confusion, but your ego's relentless drive to maintain the game it is playing. And this may be happening at your expense, when viewed from a higher perspective. When your ego takes over in this way, you set your priorities incorrectly, and you are not likely to be successful.
The strategy with this influence is to flow through it without any particular set plan of action nor any special objective. Simply treat this time as a learning experience. If a relationship doesn't work out, ask yourself why you got into it in the first place. If you attract dishonest people or if your dishonesty has brought you trouble, ask yourself what purpose this served in your life. Often you will discover that you were trying to protect something that really wasn't worth protecting.
This is all very true. Now how can I take no action for a YEAR while I´m expected to take almost any job offer they can find for me? Good question JD ;))
Saturday, January 22, 2011
MY SON
My Son told me tonight that when I will be unemployed I´ll still get a warm meal once a day... I was so touched... God bless his soul :)
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
A DIFFICULT TASK - lõpeb veebruari alguses
A difficult task ***
Valid during many months: This very difficult influence could indicate a crisis triggered by a conflict between your own interests and those of people around you. You may be bottling up feelings of rage and resentment, feeling that a harmonious everyday life is only achievable by making lazy compromises. Sparks may fly in personal relationships, and the atmosphere at work may be generally poor.
It could be difficult, if not impossible, to find a compromise between your own needs and the demands of others. Under this influence you are aware that certain ways of behavior that are necessary for getting along with others are often incompatible with your own feelings. This recognition will give rise to strong and conflicting emotions, but you should nevertheless be careful not to sacrifice your own unique personality for the sake of a peaceful and quiet life, which you will be neither able nor willing to maintain in the long run.
Instead try allowing the angry and resentful child inside you to let off steam. You are more likely to benefit from this aspect if you can understand that your inner turbulence is not due to friends or colleagues, but is a healthy and vital expression of long-repressed emotion that has remained bottled up since your childhood. You are now required to pay more attention to some of the more fundamental aspects of your personality, and to drop the masks you have taken to wearing for the sake of a harmonious life.
Transit selected for today (by user):
Chiron Square Ascendant, ,
activity period from middle of March 2010 until beginning of February 2011
Valid during many months: This very difficult influence could indicate a crisis triggered by a conflict between your own interests and those of people around you. You may be bottling up feelings of rage and resentment, feeling that a harmonious everyday life is only achievable by making lazy compromises. Sparks may fly in personal relationships, and the atmosphere at work may be generally poor.
It could be difficult, if not impossible, to find a compromise between your own needs and the demands of others. Under this influence you are aware that certain ways of behavior that are necessary for getting along with others are often incompatible with your own feelings. This recognition will give rise to strong and conflicting emotions, but you should nevertheless be careful not to sacrifice your own unique personality for the sake of a peaceful and quiet life, which you will be neither able nor willing to maintain in the long run.
Instead try allowing the angry and resentful child inside you to let off steam. You are more likely to benefit from this aspect if you can understand that your inner turbulence is not due to friends or colleagues, but is a healthy and vital expression of long-repressed emotion that has remained bottled up since your childhood. You are now required to pay more attention to some of the more fundamental aspects of your personality, and to drop the masks you have taken to wearing for the sake of a harmonious life.
Transit selected for today (by user):
Chiron Square Ascendant, ,
activity period from middle of March 2010 until beginning of February 2011
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