Saturday, July 11, 2009

POSITIVE PERSPECTIVE


Your situation is what it is. Yet your perspective on that situation is whatever you choose for it to be.
You will see what you decide to see. You will experience what you expect to experience.
No one is really a victim of circumstance. But many are victims of the way they interpret and relate to their circumstances.
Choose to dwell on the positive possibilities. And you'll see abundant opportunities for bringing those possibilities to life.
Don't let yourself get thrown around by random occurrences. Be proactive in your optimism and learn to live the real goodness that is in every moment.
Whatever you are faced with, there is so much good and useful value that you can find in it. Live with a positive perspective, and you'll live richly no matter what.
/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

Friday, July 10, 2009

WORLD PEACE


We are peacemakers, expressing God's love in the world.
Long ago, a man called Johnny Appleseed roamed the wilderness of early America, sowing seeds that grew into apple trees that nourished a young nation. His gentle and kind nature, his generosity and vision, influenced generations.
In our day-to-day contacts with others, we also sow seeds--seeds of love, peace, and understanding. Centering ourselves in God's loving presence, we become ambassadors of peace as we move through the activities of our day.
As we share and express love to others, we spread peace in the world. By demonstrating compassion, wisdom, and understanding, we sow the seeds of peace wherever we go, with whomever we meet.
"Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God."--Matthew 5:9

/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

Love is our true essence. Love knows no barriers of caste, religion, race and nationality. We are all beads strung on the same thread of love. Mata Amritanandamay Amma


L'amour est notre véritable essence. L'amour ne connaît pas de frontières de caste, de religion, de race ou de nationalité. Nous sommes tous des perles enfilées sur le même fil de l'amour. " - Mata Amritanandamay Amma


L'amore è la nostra vera essenza. L'amore non conosce barriere di casta, religione, razza e nazionalità. Siamo tutti perle infilate sullo stesso filo d'amore. Mata Amritanandamay Amma


El amor es nuestra verdadera esencia. El amor no conoce barreras de casta, religión, raza y nacionalidad. Somos todas perlas enhebradas sobre el mismo hilo de amor.Mata Amritanandamay Amma♥


Η αγάπη είναι η αληθινή ουσία μας. Η αγάπη δεν βρισκει εμπόδια την κάστα, την θρησκεία, την φυλή ή την εθνικότητα. Είμαστε όλοι δεμένες χάντρες ,στο ίδιο νήμα της αγάπης. Mata Amritanandamay Amma


*** It is SOOO weird! Just yesterday I picked up a string of beads, a necklace (made of pink tourmaline) and looked at the different beads in the row to see if any of them is more beautiful or otherwise more salient than others. I did it because I had just thought about all human beings as beads in a necklace. And yes, the beads were all different, but I couldn't choose a favorite one. They were the nicest all together...


You may think that I'm a little weird posting those "sheik yerbouti's" writings all the time, but I really need to keep myself focused on the right thing. I just need them.


:D


You may also think that it's weird of me accept the writings that include the word "God". Well. I have to make peace with this word. It's stupid to block any good ways.

THINK AND FEEL... IN THAT ORDER


When you reach for the thought that feels better, the Universe is now responding differently to you because of that effort. And so, the things that follow you get better and better, too. So it gets easier to reach for the thought that feels better, because you are on ever-increasing, improving platforms that feel better.
/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

Thursday, July 9, 2009

ATHENA

Täna küsisin miskipärast inglikaartidelt (mida ma tavaliselt ei kasuta) ühe teatud suhte kohta oma elus ja sain selle kaardi. Kas on võimalik, et olen end kogu aeg alahinnanud??

Üldse oli täna imelikke asju. Lugesin ja kirjutasin ja tegelesin selle vaimse ja valge poolega usinasti täna ja millalgi tuleb üks üleni valges naine mu juurde ja ütleb mulle inglise keeles: I would like to give you this book. Ja annab raamatu. Täitsa asjalik raamat! Ma loen seda kohe kindlasti! Kuigi seal on mõningane kristlik teema sees, paistab et enamik juttu on täiesti normaalne. Pealegi mõtlesin just täna jälle, et mis pagana jama mul selle "jumala" nimetusega on. Nagu mõnel, kes ei söö ühtegi asja, kus on sibul sees... Et ma ju missin niimoodi palju häid asju tegelt.

Siis oli veel see mees, kes tuli trepist alla läbipaistev kilekott käes ja seal sees karbitäis maasikaid. Ja miskipärast ma mõtlesin, et kas ta toob need maasikad mulle või? Ja too tuli joonelt minu juurde, pani maasikad lauale ja ütles: võta maasikaid! Võta kolm tükki ja ära vali.

Sirje pärast ütles, et ta teab seda meest, et too on ka nägija. Nojah, ju ta nägi siis, mida ma mõtlesin.

FREEDOM

Freedom is what makes the very best possibilities possible. It is truly a treasure that nothing else can replace.
Freedom does not guarantee any specific result, and that is in fact its beauty. Instead, freedom gives you the priceless opportunity to create your own results.
Freedom taps into the awesome power of each unique individual. Freedom is the fertile ground from which magnificent achievements spring forth with unceasing vigor.
The demands of freedom are great. To live with freedom requires effort and discipline, commitment and sacrifice.
Yet the rewards of freedom are even greater. For in freedom you truly become the best you can be.
Resolve today, and every day, to make the most of the precious freedom that is yours.

/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

TAKE THE INITIATIVE

Don't sit around waiting for enough energy to get going. Get yourself moving and you'll create the energy necessary to keep you in motion.
Do you just not feel like doing anything? That's the time when you can make the biggest positive difference for yourself by going ahead and taking action anyway.
In ways small and large, your world right now is filled with opportunities to make a difference. Take the initiative.
The only thing you need to take the first step is your decision to do it. Take that first step and put momentum solidly on your side.
If you think you can't do it, stop thinking and start doing. The smallest positive action can begin to erase even the biggest doubt.
This is a day that you can fill with valuable and purposeful accomplishment. Take the initiative, and make something of it right now.
/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

LOVE

Love soothes the mind and heals the heart. Pure love knows no bounds or limitations. It can be shared and felt by people in the same room or separated by miles. The more love is shared, the more it grows. We invite others into our circle of love to be blessed and be a blessing, to give and to receive, to heal and be healed.

/scott aka sheikster/


OH YOU CREATOR OF REALITY YOU!

You cannot notice what-is and complain about it, and be a vibrational match to the solution. When you were living the problem, you were asking for the solution, and Source said yes immediately. So, there's never a reason for you to be wallowing around in a problem for more than about a second? You can get so good at this that before you're even aware that the problem has gotten started, you've already got the solution under way.



/scott aka sheikster/

READY TO HAPPEN


Be generous with your encouragement and frugal with your judgment. Learn to gratefully accept whatever comes, and to make positive use of whatever you have.
Give your love and your kindness just because you can. Do a little less analyzing and a lot more living.
Become skilled at quickly letting go of those things that don't really matter anyway. Rise above the distractions and give the power of your focus to what you know is truly important.
When you stumble, go ahead and get back up. When you're making good progress, be sincerely thankful and keep on going.
Recognize the unique beauty that is in each moment. Fulfill the value that is in every situation.
Real, meaningful success is ready to happen for you. Smile, and let it be.

/scott aka sheikster/

TODAY I WANT YOU TO KNOW...

....that it could seem like you are losing something right now, but do not be fooled. This is simply a turnaround orchestrated by your soul.
Even before this, you were. And even after all this passes away, you shall be. All the Rest Of It is stuff and nonsense. The accoutrement. The flora and fauna. Pretty, perhaps. Shiny and sparkling, perhaps. But having nothing to do with anything.
Let it go. Release it. If it was not supposed to be removing itself from you now, it would not be doing so. It will never return to you in this exact form, and it is not intended to. If it returns at all, it will be in a higher form. That is the purpose of its leaving. All of life only improves itself. It can't do anything else. This is called evolution. Trust it. And now, smile. Tomorrow is coming! Tomorrow is coming!
Love, Your Friend....

/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

ABOUT THE FUTURE

If you're gloomy about the future, that's how the future will end up being. Choose instead to take another view and make another future.
The future has not happened yet. So it will be whatever you decide to make it.
There always have been, and there always will be, many challenges in life. Yet within those challenges are even more positive possibilities.
Among those possibilities are the most wonderful, beautiful, amazing and personally meaningful treasures you can imagine. Expect the very best, and then get busy making it happen.
Experience right now the unmatched joy that comes from moving your world positively forward. Be the enthusiastic creator of the brightest future you can imagine.
The future is being born right now in your thoughts and actions. Choose to make it the best it can possibly be.

/scott aka sheikster/

*** True. But you need to concentrate. Keep flirting with your old thinking habits and you will be like a dog who's chasing his tail.

AS LONG AS IT TAKES

What if you knew that you could reach your goal by taking just one more step? Would you take that step?
At some point in the process of achievement, the final hurdle is reached. What a shame it would be to stop just short of that one last obstacle.
Achievement does not require extraordinary ability. Achievement comes from ordinary abilities applied with extraordinary persistence.
You already know you can do what it takes. To reach any goal, simply do what it takes for as long as it takes.
It's really not that difficult to take just one step, to do just a single task, to make one bit of progress. And if you can do it once, you can do it again, and again, and again without much problem.
Keep the faith and keep up the effort. Your persistence will get you there.
/scott aka sheik yerbouti/


*** My guess is that we are not ready for whatever we THINK we would be ready any given time. It's the process of "getting there" that trains and shapes us so we FEEL we are ready indeed. That's why things take time to get to, it's not that we can't, it's that we don't think we are ready, yet. For example - imagine abundance and say honestly that you would take it right now? How about great love? How about enlightment?? Yea...

Btw, I have noticed that whenever I'm about to decide to move on (anywhere) I stop and start holding on to my old flaws, weaknesses, and problems even! Can you imagine that??? I think I love my miseries quite a lot. BUT, as I'm growin older my relationships with my miseries is getting duller and duller, so maybe one day I will be able to leave them, one by one :))

UP TO SPEED

Fear is the emotion that comes forth when you are choosing a thought that is not up to speed with the desire that you hold. You're going to feel it and you're going to feel it stronger. It is the reason that the word "terror" or "terrorist", or "terrorizing" is such an appropriate word. It is not only in the action that you witness, or that you hear about, it is in the speculation that begins to run rampant. The power of the terrorists is much greater in things that never come to be than it ever is in the things that do come to be.

/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

SO MUCH ABOUT PICS

I know I said I would show you some pics of the Laulupidu and Fred's birthday but there's so many pics and I can't choose! I don't know what to doooo! LOL

Monday, July 6, 2009

TO BREATHE AS ONE 2009

The Laulupidu is a singing festival, in Estonia, which is on UNESCO world Heritage list. It brings thousands of people together around songs of the singing revolution but also songs of peace and love for their country. In 2009, 905 choirs and 26 430 singers and musicians performed in Song Celebrations which was called "To Breathe as One". ameliejonathan

Lighting the Festival Fire (video): http://uudised.err.ee/index.php?0&popup=video&id=23987
(the fire will ignite when the coirs sing those words "Let the flare of our hopes rise up to the heaven")
Facts:
35230 participators in general (singers and dancers) this year including:
26430 singers and instrumentalists 804 choirs
60 brass bands
534 dancer and gymnastic groups
7460 dancers and gymnasts
The oldest participator of the Song Festival is 91 yrs old
The oldest participator of the Dance Festival is 75 yrs old
Amongst the participators were 41 collectives from foreign countries, from the USA, Belgium, Spain, Canada, Norway, Sweden, Germany, Finland, UK, Dane, Ukraine, Hungary and Russia.
First Day participators + audience on the Song Grounds around 75000
Second Day: around 100000

The Song Festival's home page http://www.laulupidu.ee/eng





Some videos:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MbSGpJodSik&NR=1 The Dance Festival: getting together
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I9sJqF3SoRY Finland's President at our party
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilTFUKQrKSk The Parade (went on about 6 hours!)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2w9_q4jWII&feature=channel_page the beginning of the Party (including our President's speech)

I'll post some photos later :)

Sunday, June 28, 2009

WHY

This morning I woke up feeling very sad and instead of forcing myself onto more cheerful thoughts I allowed myself to cry a little bit. I think it's good at times, it cleanses both your soul and eyes. Tears don't come easy to me lately.

Anyway, when I got to work I thought I would use the Healing Cards to understand why was a really so sad. Of course I understand I'm about to violate the rules of copyrights, but I'm a firm believer of freedom for spreading knowledge, I would never use a copyright to my works and I''ve seen a couple of books which authors felt the same way. I understand that people want to get money for their effort, but just stop and think for a moment - how many people would really bother to type over all that. I don't feel that I'm commiting a crime by bringing to you a few pages of Chuck Spezzano's PhD book and two cards designed by Anna Szolc. In case you want to get the whole set look up AGM AGMüller, Switzerland (publisher).
So I asked why I had cried this morning and I got a "good" card. And yes, I guess I cried because I've longed for a commitment for so many years wihout getting into any.

51. Commitment

Commitment is giving ourselves fully to a person or situation. The power of Commitment is so strong that happy surprises occur and we leap forward to the next stage. This brings a new level of success and partnership. Commitment does not involve working hard so much as investing ourselves fully in whatever we do. This means giving our mind and heart to whatever we are committing to. Commitment is an antidote to valuelessness, which is the very thing that seems to prevent commitment. Our egos would have us believe that no one is worth continuous giving. Commitment heals this mistake. Our egos tell us that commitment is sacrifice and emotional slavery, but it is the opposite. Commitment is the antidote to these things, because where there is commitment, there is freedom and ease. If problem solving would get us over one mountain, commitment gets us over the whole mountain range. When we are commited, everything moves with us. If we commit to a relationship that is untrue, commitment will cause our partner to say goodbye, but with no bad feelings. This leaves us with confident expectations about our next partner.

Receiving This Card
If you receive this card, you are being asked to give yourself fully to the person or situation at hand. It is giving that leads to success. The extent to which you commit to someone is the extent to which they will commit to you. This applies to any situation. Commitment will bring you the next step with ease. Do not be fooled by counterfeit giving, such as sacrifice. You will know whether you are caught in countefeit giving by the results. Hard work and difficulty speak of sacrifice and withholding yourself. Commitment means giving yourself and withholding nothing. Commitment is for your benefit; you know yourself through your giving. Giving blesses you and gives you joy. It helps you, those around you, and the world in general. Commitment is the way to give yourself totally. In relationships, work, or life, it brings about a new stage.
This stage has more success and happiness, but soon enough the ego brings a new set of challenges. This calls for recommitment, which will move you forward to a new stage once more. Commitment allows you to receive in a big way, because each time you commit, you balance your masculine and feminine sides. Life is given to us as a gift. As you fully give yourself back to life, it reveals its beauty and mysteries, bringing meaning and joy.

Then I asked what do I have to do to find one and got this:

22. The Heartbreak Conspiracy

The Heartbreak Conspiracy comes from a heartbreak that is so bad that at first it is hard to catch your breath. We are schoked and devastated, and our heart breaks. We withdraw from life as a result of the loss. Our dreams have been shattered. We do not want to go on; we feel incapable. We are stunned by the turn of events and so we refuse to go on with life in the area we were heartbroken.
As a result, we experience every event of our lives in light of this heartbreak. It is as if a huge boulder has been placed in the stream of our lives, displacing everything. We do not recognize the hidden choices and purpose we had in creating this event. All awareness of those thought and that part of our mind are banished in the dark pain of the heartbreak. Maybe one of the payoffs for this heartbreak was to become independent; this is one of the core dynamics of childhood heartbreaks. Other hidden dynamics about our heartbreaks is that we may have felt bored or needy. We may have felt that we were going in different directions and wanted different things to the other person. We may even have had toughts of breaking up with our partner, but they did it first. Relationships last as long as you value them. This is not a reason to feel guilt (as the ego would suggest). It is a place to recognize what it was you wanted to gain, prove, or excuse yourself from. How were you using this as part of a fight, and as revenge against yourself, parents, significant other and God?

Receiving This Card
If you receive this card, you are refusing to go on in your life. You are secretly afraid, and this may affect you in several different ways. It might keep you weak, dependent, and needy; or you may stay independent and in control in order to compensate for the fear and heartbreak. You may go into sacrifice, playing a role to try to make yourself indispensable so that you cannot be rejected but unwittingly generating deadness trhough the role and lack of equality. Alternatively, you may even vacillate between all these behaviors. However, no matter how you are acting, you are using your heartbreak to stop yourself from going forward.
It is time to accept the past, the people who broke your heart, and the events of your life. If you do not, you will live a life of heartbreaks or revenge. This may take the form of withdrawal or control, but you will not be happy or succeed at relationships or life.
Using the witness part of your soul, go back to the root of the heartbreak and simply witness the event from this dispassionate, highly aware part of your mind. This will help you to move on. The witness within you allows you to see what you have hidden from yourself. It allows no excuses and effortlessly reveals your hidden fears.
Well, I guess, right again. I've done all that and it's so very hard for me to see things NOT in the light of a heartbreak because I have had more than one. It's a pattern and I can't get myself into believing in myself when it comes to relationships. All the "witness within you allows you to see" blah blah blah... what dose it even mean? It's just words dammet.
Oh I know I have to keep striving, I will. It's just so damn hard sometimes.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

CLOSING TIME

Yahoo 360 will be closed soon. Ahh, bitter-sweet memories ;)) All of us, the fans, are heartbroken...

This is the last look of my page. The blog was already deleted.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

COMFORT

I envision you whole and well, blessed with an abundant life.
Being separated from family and friends can be distressing--especially when they are going through a trying time. Although I cannot be with them in person, I offer them my love and support.

"Know that I am holding your hand today --in thought and prayer. Even though we may be apart, we share a vital heart connection. Inspired by endearing memories, I think of you always with tenderness.

"I envision you whole and well, sustained by healing thoughts, releasing all concern into God's care. I pray that your heart is filled with peace; your soul, with comfort; and your life, with abundance of every kind."
"Then you will walk on your way securely and your foot will not stumble. If you sit down, you will not be afraid; when you lie down, your sleep will be sweet."--Proverbs 3:23-24


/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

ENDLESS SOURCE


Life is an endless source of richness. Everything that comes your way can, in some way or another, add to that richness.
From the smallest petal on a flower, to the wide and distant horizon, you'll find energy and possibility, and astounding lessons to be learned. From the most intimate whisper to the roar of a crowd, there are ideas, dreams, hopes and love in every flavor.
There are components that, when put together in new and unique ways, create value that's never been known before. There are objects that, when carefully taken apart and studied, yield magnificent, life-changing secrets.
The possibilities have no end. And they grow more stunning with each advancing moment.
The real richness is not found in any one thing. Rather, it is in the sheer abundance and availability of it all.
Choose now, and always, to live your own special expression of life's richness. There will always be more of it to know.
/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

SAY THESE WORDS OUT LOUD


I am in touch with the source of all life and I am open to receive all energy from this source. My purpose is to know and be love.
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My intent is to know the fullness of life, the joy of life, and the love that I am.
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I deeply desire to know, to be, to understand, to experience, and to express the love that I am and the absolute good that I bring forth.
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I ask that the light of source surround me, and embrace me.
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I ask that love energy flow through me now. From this day forward, I am better able to be the love that I am and to know that I have no limitations.
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For I am this energy - I am love. And because I am love, I live each moment of this day in heartfelt gratitude and deep, abiding appreciation for All That Is.
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And so it is.
/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

I WANT YOU TO KNOW...

...that there are few tools more effective or more useful in achieving deep knowing, true joy, and inner peace than daily meditation.
It would be very beneficial to take 15 minutes in the morning and 15 minutes in the evening -- more if you can find it -- to be quiet with your Holy Self. Your consciousness can be dramatically expanded over a relatively short period of time with true dedication to such a gentle discipline.
Are you meditating regularly? Is it the first thing you cut out of your day if things start off, or begin to get, hectic? It should, of course, be the last thing.

/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

SOLID RECOVERY

Each setback provides an opportunity to recover. And each time you recover, you grow stronger.
The route to your goal is not a straight line. There will be many times along the way when you find yourself off course.

When that happens, it can seem like your destination is unreachable. Doubt, fear and apathy will take hold if you let them.

The key is not to let them. For as hopeless as the situation may feel, there are actions you can take that will enable you to quickly get back on track.

Much of the substance of achievement is in becoming skilled at making a quick and solid recovery. Each setback gives you the chance to practice and strengthen and refine that valuable skill.

Know that whatever has slowed you down can provide you with a way to move more effectively forward. Quickly get back up, and feel the new strength you've gained.

/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

LETTER TO AN IMAGINARY FRIEND

My dear imaginary friend, hi

You can’t believe how glad I am to have you as my friend. I can tell you everything even from the bottom of my heart and you will never say any bad word about anything I might say. You’re just that tolerant, that kind to me.

Today was that big Pagan holiday here, Jaanipäev, the Jaan’s Day. Remember all those huge bonfires and the whitest nights of the year? People won’t get to bed until they really have to, until they can’t keep their eyes open. Riina invited me to her place (as always), my kids were going each to their own place. For some reason I really wanted to visit my mom this time and Riina said I should go there before evening and then go to her place later on and stay overnight as always. I thought it was a good plan. But for some reason I didn’t feel so good in the morning and by 1 pm I was so tired that I went to bed and thought the day would take care of itself. I woke up at 5pm or so and felt real bad. I won’t go into details enough to say that don’t feel that bad often. Luckily I was out of cigarettes, so I had to go to the store anyway. I even thought about quitting smoking LOL, that’s to illustrate how much I didn’t want to go anywhere. I wanted to die just that I shouldn’t feel the pain any longer but dying unfortunately isn’t that easy. LOL. I’m kidding. I’m glad it isn’t easy.

I watched some Scrubs on DVD and felt a little better quite soon. I texted Riina telling her I couldn’t come and I apologized. Then I called my mom. Then went to the store, bought stuff and went to mom’s place. She was so happy! She said she had thought about me all day long and I didn’t say I had done the same thing. I’m not comfortable with emotions. I’m OK with having them but I don’t want to talk about them. Unless I’m angry, then I can’t hold back.

I spent about 5 hours with her. At one point we even hold hands, for a breif 3 seconds. I thought I had turned old and cheesy, but it was nice anyway. Then we listened to my new MP3 player LOL. One earphone in my ear and the other in hers ;)) We kinda connected through the music. Of course, she being a retired music teacher and me being the „rebel“ child we were never before able to listen to the same thing feeling comfortable enough to admit we liked what we heard. Now it happened. For the first time I realized that my mom is just like me, only 81 years old. For the first time I wasn’t embarrassed by this. For the very first time whenI hugged her as I was leaving I really meant it.

The last bus had gone though, I had to walk home and it was a kind of long walk. I listened to my player and it cheered me up quite a bit and I wasn’t afraid to take a shortcut at the hippodrome and through the deep forest. I recalled reading from somewhere that only women who aren’t sure about their femininity get raped, so I thought I shouldn’t get that. I wasn’t even afraid of getting robbed or killed. Actually I was feeling so good that I considered being killed as a great opportunity. You know, sometimes you are just ready. With no fear, with no regret. I was happy though. It’s hard to describe. I just thought it would be easy to die while feeling like that...

Oh, by the way, when I passed by the hippodrome I saw a lonely bonfire in one pen and there was just one man standing by it, keeping eye on the fire. Also some biker had stopped at the fence and stared the fire as well. It looked awfully romantic! I had to stop and take some time to look at the fire, too. It was the only fire I saw this night but it was enough for me. It was beautiful how we stood there forming a triangle, all quiet, the 3 feet high bonfire in the center. Estonians don’t talk to strangers unless they really have to.

The whole journey took me less than an hour, I got home safe and sound and I was at peace with the World and myself. I had taken a step towards the right thing.

PS I'll add the song that touched my heart the most while I was walking through the forest. I have told you about my future soulmate that I'm about to find one day. This is for him.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

VONDA SHEPARD - CRYING

And btw, I would just go and say that I love this one even better than KD's ;))

VONDA SHEPARD - THE END OF THE WORLD

The good thing is -it might feel like the end of the world but it doesn't have to be. All the love you need and want is always with you - in your heart.

VONDA SHEPARD - YOU BELONG TO ME

GOD BLESS K D !!!

I used to love this Leonard Cohen's song sung�by himself until I heard K.D. singing it.... I'm speachless. I also want to add that I'm impressed by her looks and the way she performs. What a woman! Can a man have that much inner power and intensity? Never... :)

I have to admit I weep and I smile (so widely!) while listening to it! All the best female qualities are here, in this perfomance...

BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THAN...

Whenever you need to cleanse your soul - here's a perfect song for that. I'm weeping and feeling very happy at the same time. What could be better?

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I WANT YOU TO KNOW...

....that happiness, that grand mistress of the ceremonies in the dance of life, impels us through all its mazes and meandering, but leads none of us by the same route.

Charles Caleb Colton said that, and he was right. Therefore, since there is no One Way to find happiness, why not find it the way that appeals most to you? Why not follow your passion --- even if others tell you that you are crazy for trying it?

Is someone telling you that now? Don't listen. Don't listen to that! The voice of caution knows nothing of real joy. What joy is there is doing what there was no doubt you could do? Where's the excitement in that? Hey, try something that you could fail at. Now that's living.

/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

Sunday, June 14, 2009

EESTIMAA ILUSAIM NAINE

Ihhiii ;)) Ma olen edevaks ära läinud! Jahh! Ma ei tea, mis mul viga on, aga ma arvan, et Veenus on mingis märgis või aspektis... See selleks, tegelt on mul seda pilti vaja Yahoo jaoks ja sinna ei saa enam pilte otse panna, ainult url'idena. Novot. Aga sel pildil olen ma tööposti otsas täna kl 11 paiku hommikul. Olge tervitatud, maailma inimesed :P

Sunday, June 7, 2009

REMEMBER



Remember today that you are alive. Sometimes we tend to forget. You have a purpose that is all your own. No one else is you. You have dreams and hopes and desires. Listen to your heart for a while.
Remember today all the blessings you have. There's beauty in every direction you look. Enjoy the abundance that is already yours. The world is a wonderful place and you're here.
Remember today that you get what you give. Your world is a mirror of your inner self. Love will be yours when you give it away.
Remember today that life is creation. As long as you live you can always contributeyour own special voice.
Remember today is a special time. Make the best of it while you can.
/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

Saturday, June 6, 2009

WHAT IS POSSIBLE

The reality of your life is driven by your concept of what is possible. Whatever you are certain of, is certain to be for you.
You cannot change the laws of reality, and there is no reason to do so. For reality can accommodate whatever possibility you dare to imagine.
Know that it can be done, and there is most definitely a way. Commit the whole of your true self, and it will be.
Dream big, wonderful, meaningful dreams and purge them of every trace of doubt. Your own unique dreams are yours precisely because you are the person who can fulfill and experience them.
Pay no attention to those who claim that the best days have passed and the best opportunities have all been taken. Life's abundance has no limit, and grows to whatever proportion you choose to imagine.
Give your time, thoughts, efforts and commitment to express that abundance in your own special way. Know without a doubt that it is possible, and it is.

/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

Thursday, June 4, 2009

NOSTALGILINE (UUS ELU ON EES!)

Kui oled eestikeelne inimene, siis kliki see suuremaks. Kas pole tore, kui on mingi netikoht, mille nima sa oled isegi ära unustanud, (aga keegi tuletab sulle meelde) aga mis säilitab kopid sinu vanadest blogidest... How cool is that?!?!?!

Kuna Yahoo sulgeb oma 360 leheküljed (meie kõigi jahuulaste suureks meelehärmiks), peab kogu sealne seltskond aru - kuhu kolida. Mul tuli meelde, et mul oli justkui kuskil sarnases kohas account, aga kus. No õnneks teisedki olid seda kasutanud ja teadsid. Muide, minu idee kiituseks, et igas võimalikus kohas - olgu see EMT või Google'i bookmarks - kasuta üht ja sedasama ID'd ja password'i, tuleb kasuks. Mul ei ole eriti hirmu, et olen oma ID jms. ära unustanud. Sama käib pangakaartide PIN koodide jms. kohta. Jääge sellesama juurde, ka teie saate vanaks ja ei mäleta enam tuhkagi...

Teate, mida ma vihkan? Neid veerge. Aga tegelikult olengi meedia sööda alla neelanud ja mullegi on hakanud meeldima lühikesed lõigud, nagu ei tulek aju pikkadega enam toime. Tõenäoliselt ei tulegi.
Muide, ma vaatasin täna Jüri Lina kahte DVD'd - Valgusetoojad ja Hermese varjus ja ma pean ütlema, et viimane oli nii häiriv, et mõtlesin nutma hakata, aga ei hakanud. Aga pooleli jätsin siiski. Aga te peaksite siiski ka neid vaatama. Kui ma järgmine kord Jüri Linaga kohtun, siis tingimata küsin ta käest mõningaid küsimusi. Ta meeldib mulle, tundub hästi leebe inimene. Näis, mis ta mulle ütleb...

AGA - kõige tähtsam asi on - JÄÄGE POSITIIVSEKS! Ja mina kavatsen nii mõnegi kirjutise, kus mõte sees on, siia ümber kopida. Sealt Multiply'st. Tegelt on ju hea, kui areng näha on. mistahes lollusi me ka varem kirjutanud pole ja mistahes lollusi me nüüd ja praegu või kauges tulevkus ei kirjutaks - see on meie portreepilt sellest ajast. Kui kole iganes - miks peaks me seda häbenema?? Meie elu siin on lühike ja suht kaootiline. Who cares, really?? Uus elu on aga ees. Mitte tähendusrikkam, mitte tähendusvaesem ;)

BE YOU

Giving up is not the answer. Neither is giving in.
Stand your ground.
There is a way of doing that without having to be combative. There is a way of hanging on to your true self, and demonstrating it, without resorting to aggression. But giving up and giving in is not the way.
Simply and quietly claiming your right to be You is the way.
You know exactly why you received this message today.


/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

RICH AND POWERFUL

The strongest power has no need to show itself or to prove itself. It is quiet, calm, determined and unshakable.

Boastfulness is the surest sign of weakness and insecurity. True confidence has no need to speak of itself.

Authentic richness is endlessly generous. Anyone who has the need to appear rich suffers from a terribly painful poverty of the spirit.

How do you fill your life with richness and power? Honestly be yourself, and give freely of yourself.

Give up the fantasy of gaining benefit over others, for even if you could get it you would receive no real value from it. Instead, make it your business to promote, encourage, raise up, love and appreciate others at every opportunity.

Pretending to be rich and powerful is agonizing work that incessantly erodes your spirit. Being truly rich and powerful fulfills your deepest longings and brings you fully to life.

/scott aka sheik yerbouti/

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